Lately it seems as though everything has been crashing down around me. There are so many things that I've been dealing with; from my aunt and her heart problem, anxiety for a physical (really just the blood test part of it), feeling like I spend more time on school then my marriage, feeling extremely isolated and cut off from just about everyone, to feeling extremely disrespected by people that I would have never thought would make me feel that way, to downright wanting to quit my job.
The last on the list is probably what upsets me the most. Never, in the time that I've been here, have I even contemplated quitting teaching at ICS until Tuesday this week. The chain of events that has gone on has proved to not be good.
Please pray for me as I have some confronting to do within the next week. Pray that I say what God would have me to and NOT what I want to. I know that what I want to say would come out with a much sharper edge than what should be said. I will be addressing issues of disrespect with some of my students and that is very difficult for me. Again, it's difficult because I'm constantly fighting my mind to say what is right instead of what I want.
Also, please pray that I'll make it through whatever this is that's going on. There seems to be SO much and dealing with it is extremely difficult.
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